Today, Vincent and I had our random lunch date at Mad Greek and it was pretty darn wonderful. It started from stuffing ourselves with chicken or beef skewers to talking about life for a good hour or two. It was nice to know that the human race was not hopeless due to someone like him. Due to my firm belief that there is no one "special" or "unique" in the world, but merely the fact that they chose to view life in that perspective; in reality, we are the same damn people. By sharing the same belief, I think I found my soul mate. (Winking at Vincent if he's reading this.)
As much I'd hate him to leave me for Texas, I'd have to let my baby be free. Best of luck to you if you plan on going to Texas next year, but just know that I'll still be your neighbor down the street.
And a shout-out thanking Mama J for my eye drops from Japan. Love you!
XOXO
March 31, 2010
March 30, 2010
Straighten up your back
Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete
It's amazing how emotions and feelings can change within a matter of seconds, minutes, hours, days. At one moment, the whole world stops and I'm at peace; at another, I don't know what to do, or I'm lost and hopeless.
When put into the position of defining life, I could not answer. For one, I do not know what the meaning of life is. I don't know what our purpose in life is, because I believe it varies according to each individual. I believe that there is no purpose in life, except for the fact that you go on your own journey into making it happen. But of course there is the inevitable that you cannot control: death. Death is an interesting factor in life; it creeps up unexpectedly, or even expectantly. To some people, they embrace death while others deny death. Which should be acceptable? Of course we cannot live forever, regardless of the fact that I would like to remain forever young, but we cannot live a precious life with no meaning, whether it's good or bad. So let me ask you, what is life?
March 25, 2010
March 24, 2010
Women
What was I trying to do? New affairs were exciting but they were also hard work. The first kiss, the first fuck had some drama. People were interesting at first. Then later, slowly but surely, all the flaws and madness would manifest themselves. I would become less and less to them; they would mean less and less to me.
Human relationships were strange. I mean, you were with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stopped. Then there was a short period when you weren't with anybody, then another woman arrived, and you ate with her and fucked her, and it all seemed so normal, as if you had been waiting just for her and she had been waiting for you. I never felt right being alone; sometimes it felt good but it never felt right.
-Charles Bukowski
Beautifully said, Bukowski.
Human relationships were strange. I mean, you were with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stopped. Then there was a short period when you weren't with anybody, then another woman arrived, and you ate with her and fucked her, and it all seemed so normal, as if you had been waiting just for her and she had been waiting for you. I never felt right being alone; sometimes it felt good but it never felt right.
-Charles Bukowski
Beautifully said, Bukowski.
March 22, 2010
Mama J and Papa D
March 16, 2010
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