'Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted

Meet Squidward aka Long

My first photo of this cute boy. Still my favorite picture and boy.

This month has been mainly about getting into the habit of balancing school and work. Although I'm doing all this hard work, I'm resisting from spending hard due to the holidays coming up soon. Work has taught me the real life experience of what it truly feels like to be "working." Even though I'm lucky to have jobs that are more flexible and manageable than others, the concept of work is still there. I miss my family when I'm at school or at work. In the past, I was not a "close-to-family" type of person, but it doesn't mean I don't appreciate my family any less. I want to have those dinners or moments of bonding, but as soon as I come home, I only have enough energy to sleep. I will be cutting back after the holidays, because I plan on getting my family presents of what they deserve and as a replacement for all those times that were lost.

On a different note: I remember promising more daily updates, but I don't tend to bring my camera around a lot nor do interesting things or things worth blogging about comes to mind. It's basically: school, work, eat, sleep, and repeat. I don't want to bore you guys with my nonsense so I cut back on my posts. Don't hate.


I am sad that I can't find this eyeliner anymore. It's currently sold out. This baby has been so good to me. Long lasting and smudge proof. I did stock up on this, but I gave my last stick to Sylvia. Good karma hasn't paid me a visit yet. Tell those greedy people to stop buying them so I can get some for myself! Please and thank you.

I have such a long list of self wants, which I will have to compile a list to full fill again. Oh, woe is me.

XOXO

Gunna take her a ride on a big jet plane

If a downfall results in a rise up higher than before, then we will be inseparable.

XOXO

Your brain so good coulda sworn you went to college

Alas summer has already come to an end. Vincent has referred summer to being a mere "weekend." Which is nothing but fact. My impression of starting college was like being lost at sea. I was an abandoned sailor with only one class that I had no idea what I was getting myself into. This week consisted of me waking up before the sun even bothers to surface over the mountains and fighting pointless petitioning wars for my classes. There were times I felt like I was wasting my time. I almost lost every inch of faith or hope for getting an education and calling myself a failure. I proved myself wrong by pushing myself and managing to get myself two more classes! I am aiming for another one which will complete my mental goal. As I have said before, "Work hard, spend hard," applies to my journey to petitioning hard to get my classes but spending hard for my books and whatnot. Life is funny isn't it? Just one more day of hell and I can finally get some decent sleep.

A little love to Bang for being the go to dependable person that you are. Thank you for listening to my bickering and venting about my personal, emotional matters that you are not obligated to give a crap about, but you do. As far as I know, we aren't going any where any time soon, it's going to be until infinity. And also the fact that I am carpooling with you to school everyday. Happy birthday!

Sometimes I miss the old as I lose appreciation for the new. I wonder if there's a college course on that. Enjoy what you can, but old habits die hard.

"Oh girl quit playing, I'm the only thing you got."

- You're the only one I got, well then I must not have a lot.

XOXO