Alas summer has already come to an end. Vincent has referred summer to being a mere "weekend." Which is nothing but fact. My impression of starting college was like being lost at sea. I was an abandoned sailor with only one class that I had no idea what I was getting myself into. This week consisted of me waking up before the sun even bothers to surface over the mountains and fighting pointless petitioning wars for my classes. There were times I felt like I was wasting my time. I almost lost every inch of faith or hope for getting an education and calling myself a failure. I proved myself wrong by pushing myself and managing to get myself two more classes! I am aiming for another one which will complete my mental goal. As I have said before, "Work hard, spend hard," applies to my journey to petitioning hard to get my classes but spending hard for my books and whatnot. Life is funny isn't it? Just one more day of hell and I can finally get some decent sleep.
A little love to Bang for being the go to dependable person that you are. Thank you for listening to my bickering and venting about my personal, emotional matters that you are not obligated to give a crap about, but you do. As far as I know, we aren't going any where any time soon, it's going to be until infinity. And also the fact that I am carpooling with you to school everyday. Happy birthday!
Sometimes I miss the old as I lose appreciation for the new. I wonder if there's a college course on that. Enjoy what you can, but old habits die hard.
"Oh girl quit playing, I'm the only thing you got."
- You're the only one I got, well then I must not have a lot.XOXO
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