Wish List

Little things that make my heart melt. They will be mine one day...

SMALL Lace Ruffle Trench Coat in Khaki from Asian iCandy | 48$

SMALL Simple is Best Cashmere Coat in Cream or Grey from Asian iCandy | 66$

Rebecca Minkoff Boyfriend Crossbody Bag in black leather from eCrater | 175$

Half Tint Round Sunglasses in black or tortoise from Sunglass Warehouse | 17$

Rouge Coco Shine in 42 BIARRITZ from Chanel | 32$

Synthetic Kabuki Kit from Sigma | 56$

Bardot Circular Sunglasses in BLACK from The Caravan | 30$

Happy birthday to my gorgeous mother! I love you! <3

XOXO

Red red wine

"I'm just a soul whose intentions are good.
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood."

I am on my way to the passage of success. Never have I ever felt this kind of determination. It trinkles through your veins and makes every heartbeat even stronger. Is this a mere stage of false hope and daydream? Let us see what the future holds for me.

I'm out looking for gold.
XOXO

Greetings from Saigon!

Hello hello! I am currently in Vietnam for the week. I just got my first official bug bite less than 5 minutes ago. I am so distraught right now because I made damn sure I was covered with bug repellent. TWICE. It is quickly becoming bigger by the minute. On top of that, I have developing another skin condition that is leaving my body extremely irritated and irritated. My appetite has gone down the drain. Everything I eat either does not meet my taste-buds or it wants to be upchucked. The food seemed very tasty and delicious but my stomach was not up for the challenge. My previous week in Thailand was fun! I did some good thrifty shopping and met some very friendly people: The Chen Family and our tour guide. I despise tours, but traveling with my family, you must be conservative or else everything fails. I enjoyed my time here but I'm terribly homesick. I would like to not be paranoid out of my mind about bug bites.. Upside of my trip so far is that it's not terribly hot! It's about 80-90 degrees Fahrenheit and a bit humid, but amazingly it's bearable! I'm not dying from dehydration or stickiness. My plans for the next few days consist of disco-teching, playing pool, riding bikes, and anticipating for my arrival home... I am very happy with my purchases so far. I got 2 romper dresses, two shirts, and some other goodies! I believe I got all of that for less than 50$. The lifestyle in Asia is very different from the Americans, yet very similar. Everything has its pros and cons. It's a shame that I didn't bring my usb cords to upload any pictures. Toodles for now, I am watching my aunts' shop for now.

XOXO

I'm good, I'm gone.

Well, say it now 'cause when I'm gone
You'll be callin' but I won't be at the phone

And I'm hanging around 'till it's all done
You can't keep me back once I had some
No wasting time to get it right
And you will see what I'm about

'Cause I'm working a sweat, but it's all good
I'm breaking my back but it's all good

Hard effort with passion gets you the golden ticket.
Bare minimum work gets you the next train home.

But what happens when you work, work, work, and give, give, give but nothing changes? Does that mean you're not working hard enough or you just realized that it's time to go home? I was always taught to not get caught up in these silly situations but somehow I do. Hah. "Everything is just simple when you don't care too much."

I will be doing a little vacation time away from this routine and be accompanied by mosquitoes and Mr. Blazing Sun very soon. Good night, America. Lay it on me, Asia.

XOXO

The smallnesses are known from the greatnesses

A little over two weeks will my departure for NYC. I do not know what to wear or to expect. There is a thrill that is hiding behind the curtains right now. I planned to prevent myself from splurging until my trip, but knowing me, I could not resist. Although I brought home some goodies with me, I also donated some of my own goodies. As always, it felt great getting rid of unused and unwanted things. I am guilty for being a hoarder, because of sentimental and emotional attachment - even towards the ugliest things - for the fear that it will come back and haunt me if I do not keep it. I am breaking away from old habits.

A while ago, I came across a lady who had a great teaching method for the little girl she was taking care of. She said to the little girl, "If you want something, you must give up 5 of your unused toys so that some other child could play with it." I thought that was brilliant. I never thought of it that way. Denying a child from their wants takes determination and assertiveness. But it's not about the child is taking one step forward and five steps back, it's teaching the child the value of their wants. Is this one item worth 5 of my toys back home? But then throwing in the whole donation to the needy thing is the real catch. If I get this one item, my toys will be given to someone else who will love it as much as I did. Marvelous isn't it?

I am currently entranced with "The Thunder, Perfect Mind" poem or sometimes known as "The Thunder - Perfect Intellect." Such beautiful clothes to flow with soothing music to follow the beautiful words in this wonderful short film. Enjoy with ecstasy.



XOXO

Stay Gold

Inspired by Claira Nguyen

"No I'm not lucky - I'm blessed."

I would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday and made it more wonderful than I could have ever wished for. I received lots of yummy goodies and beautiful pieces. Another year to be added on for these golden years of mine.

XOXO

Tell me who you're looking at when you're alone

*Photos are randomly chosen from past events/outings.

QUICK/LONG UPDATE: I've been MIA from blogspot for awhile now. I'm just too lazy to record after a long day. Sleep is more appealing and satisfying than posting about my boring day, ha. But all is well! I am still occupied with the same old news: school, work, not so much with gym anymore, and sleep. I stepped away from my blonde streaks and went to the darker side although it does not seem so for the moment due to my damaged and fragile hair impairing me to put any more hair-dye in my hair. I promise you that it has gotten darker. I am vowing to grow out my hair as long as I can - with the exception of a couple of healthy trims here and there. I really like the long flowy look of the Rapunzel-like hair. I also have a tendency to put (artificial) flowers in my hair now. I just feel so fresh and sweet with the extra accessory of mere flowers. My make-up routine has become lazier and lazier by the day: light eye make-up, rosy cheeks, and nude/pink/peachy lips. I am favoring the bare eye with the exception/deception of curled lashes and black mascara. Less is more - for now. My wardrobe has been in a frenzy and so has California weather. I stepping out of my comfort zone to say that I am anticipating for fair warm weather so that I am able to wear less layers and have a little breeze here and there - mid 70s preferably. I like wearing skirts, shorts, dresses - basically anything that gets me away from wearing pants/jeans. I want pastel bottoms and light denim tops with cream colored accessories. Let the hunt begin.

IN THE NOW: I am currently on a "wanting" spree. This is why I will never have any money saved up in my bank account. Woe is me.

1. Holly Golightly Sleep Mask by Fred Flare
2. Ravishing Lipstick by MAC
3. Essie Nail Polish in Fiji
4. Essie Limited Edition Nail Polish in French Affair
5. Wet N Wild Lipstick in Bare It All (902C)
6. All I Can Eat Macaroons
Then the few that I have yet to find in reality from my wild imagination:
7. White and Red Floral High-Waist Bikini
8. Cute Black Shoes with a Low Heel
9. Express Black Slacks
10. A Handy Dandy GPS!

*Only a fragment of my wants because I'm too lazy to post up the rest. Do you see my dilemma?

XOXO

I just gotta let you know

"Baby there's a million reasons why that I'm so into you.
There's a million reasons why that I'm so into you.
It's more than just your eyes and your perfect smile, too.
It's the little things you do that keeps me into you.

I have never had the chance to spend this specific day with a special someone emotionally - in fact, I avoided it at all cost. I didn't think that this "holiday" should be the only day solely to express one's affection towards another - it should be expressed everyday. Although I kept thinking that if one were to do this on a daily basis, it would become repetitive and costly.. But I love surprises and thoughts of consideration from one to another; today is just an extra oomph to it all. Happy Valentine's Day!

XOXO

You gave me love, babe, gave me love, babe, now it's over

Last week during English, I classified myself as a romantic due to our lectures about war.

ro·man·tic - /roʊˈmæntɪk/ – adjective
imbued with or dominated by idealism, a desire for adventure, chivalry, etc.

To coincide with Valentine's day tomorrow, I am a hopeless romantic, too. The whole shebang of cliché lines/stunts, the act of chivalry, gifts, etc. melts my heart. This is my vulnerable side exposed due to a recent viewing of A Walk to Remember. Jamie Sullivan, you inspire me to aspire for the greater good - mainly for myself.

I don't have much to share right now - clouded with lots of things going on in my head.

XOXO
Happy Early Valentine's Day

Why's it taking such a long time for me to hear from that boy of mine

At last, Jeric's letter came in!
Please feel free to write him a couple of letters
for encouragement and support at:
Recruit Rivera, Jeric Nicolus A.
1st Bn Alpha Co. Platoon 1014
39001 Midway Ave.
MCRD San Diego, CA. 92140-3077



Last month, I went down the Sunset Blvd to the House of Blues for a Bone, Thugs, and Harmony concert. No matter what genre of music, I believe concerts are places where you can feel the soul of the artists live. I also had a little drive to Carlsbad for their known outlet to pick up some goodies, but I only came back with a pretzel. False hype I tell you!


My mom packed me some lunch for work and left me a little love.
I love little notes from people. They warm my heart and make me smile.
I know I haven't been very consistent with my blog posts and that I am not very thorough with them either, but I don't spend my free time online anymore but I'd rather be watching CSI, SVU, or any other show related to investigations. I also deactivated my Facebook account in efforts to have others contact me personally to catch up or hang out instead of viewing my profile and do "Facebook stalking." I am guilty of it also, therefore it ends now! I have no use of Facebook anyway. I apologize now and in advance.

Happy Lunar New Year!
XOXO

I keep on running I keep on running but nothing works

My last day of work from a hectic week is finally over with. I am now going to to use this time to begin my break that started last month. Work hard, spend hard - also play hard.

RECAP FROM FRIDAY: I did make an effort to take some pictures, thank you very much. I started off the day by going to my old high school to see an assembly. I also chit chatted with the missed people there. I then had dim sum brunch with my boyfriend at Seafood Cove #2. Our bill came out to be a bit over 30$ due to his craving of walnut shrimp which was 16$ for the plate. Everything else that day became a blur to me. I apologize. I will edit this post with some pictures once I find my camera..

PLANS FOR THE DAY: If all goes well, I will be able to pick up my paycheck from work then head over to Baby's house to go to his friend's BBQ. After that I will be heading over to my 2nd mom's house for dinner with Jason. Looks like a beautiful day for me!

UPDATE ON SKIN: The rash is not visible, but I do have irritated spots here and there. The bumps aren't nearly as bad as before, but there are some popping up. But I'm a bit paranoid that it might have traveled down to the sides of my neck because I am feeling some roughness. I hope the future brings a brighter outlook for me..

XOXO

My next girl will be nothing like my ex girl

"All that work
Over so much time if I think too hard
I might lose my mind"
-The Black Keys

It is approaching dawn and I seem to not have the energy to sleep. Ironic, yes I know. A bit of rambling, updates, and latest wants and finds will be featured in this blog post. Boring? I never said I was interesting.

UPDATE: As the new year is settling in, I already experienced some unfortunate events. I am prone to having allergic reactions due to the silliest things - cats, weather, stress, heat, pollen, cheap metal, etc. I usually break out into nasty hives, but some unclear reaction has started on my face, meaning a rash with irritating bumps that can be mistaken for as acne. I know I should keep in mind the phrase "beauty lies beneath the skin," but I was pretty darn miserable, not because of my looks, but the fact that I'm paranoid of every little thing I do, use, or eat might trigger a reaction. Worst part of it all is that I have no idea what's causing it. At first I thought it was due to a new moisturizer I used, but I went back to my daily routine and now it's coming back again. And to top it all off, my usual hives reactions are acting out of nowhere as well as overcoming a cold and now suffering from a dry cough too! Woe is me. These conditions caused me to be sad, irritated, and annoyed for the past few days/weeks. Not a good way starting off the new year.. But I am thankful for all the people who have been putting up with my frustration, or should I say my boyfriend, although I know they should not be excuses.

Besides my misfortunes, I do have good things to talk about! My close friend Jeric Rivera left for training in San Diego for the Marines earlier this week. I am so proud of him! I am anxious to see his change and progress in the next three months. Last week I celebrated my half year mark with my boyfriend, which is significant for me. It's a mental accomplishment for finally being able to be with a person who makes me happy from morning to night, day after day for this long so far. Although people see 6 months as nothing, it's true. These 6 months flew right threw me, but being in a adolescence stage of life where "new, change, choices, opportunities, etc." it is not a surprise to act upon given a short period of time. But nevermind that, I just wish for these 6 blissful months to accumulate into years.

FUTURE PLANS: After this busy hectic week is over with, I will be making the most of my final vacation week until school starts. Dinner dates with some lovely people are in store for me, mini road trip to San Diego to do some shopping and find good eats, LA for Baby's Bones Thugs and Harmony concert, working off the extra weight I put on before the new year started, and whatever else life throws at me. I'm excited!

GOODIES: I am guilty of doing therapeutic splurges. I scored on some tops/blouses, shorts, and a leopard print scarf. I am very attracted to tops with collared necks and sleeves or over-sized pieces. Maybe if Baby wants to carry around his gigantic camera around during our outtings I'll finally be able to post up some recent pictures, but chances on relying on me dragging around my camera are very slim. Hehe.

RANT: This week consisted of work work work work.. and more work. Due to the sold out capacity of the hotel, it requires me to put in more hours than I normally should, but in the long run: big paycheck with my name on it. I am tired and annoyed from working, but who isn't? I have two more days a head for me then I can finally rest up. Wish me luck.

I hope everyone is doing better with their new year. (=
XOXO

You play your part painting in a new start but each gate will open another

Victoria Secret Classic stockings | Target garter belt | patterned shorts | thirfted leather belt| v-neck black long sleeve | mixed accessories

Happy new year lovebugs! As you can see by my inconsistent blog post manner, I am not very well at documenting. I am always on the go and the thought of dragging around a camera that will take up space doesn't appeal to me. Please forgive me. I will try to abuse my camera more often or even make my boyfriend abuse his for me. Maybe this could be one of my new year's resolution.. On a side note, the weather has been bipolar: from hot rays to frostbitten toes in a matter of days, let alone hours. But by the looks of my wardrobes at times, the weather doesn't phase me. Okay, I lied. Sometimes it does, but when an outfit comes to mind, I have the determination to make it come to life.

I had promised blogging about my goodies from Christmas which I originally wanted to take pictures of, but my laziness overpowered me. I'm going to take the cheap way out and just list them. From my immediate family: a leather laptop book bag, H&M light mauve ruffled shoulder sweater, rings, Aldo owl watch (my favorite watch ever!), Clinique Dramatically Different Moisturizer, zebra/cheetah scarf, Forever21 gift card and Nordstrom gift card. From my relatives: oatmeal/cream infinity scarf, beige workman boots (most comfortable!), Victoria Secret lotion and body wash, money and gift cards. From friends and boyfriend: off white and gold bag (so cute!), gift cards, MAC cosmetics, Nike Free Running Shoes, and scarves. I am extremely thankful for what I received this year and I'm very happy about it. Thank you!

Tips I learned from 2010:
1. Securely resew newly bought shirts with buttons to avoid missing buttons in the near future. (You will thank me when you don't have go to find a button matching all the others)
2. Victoria Secret hosiery aren't worth your money. (Easily catches runs and tears)
3. 2-inch heels are the way to go without the pain and suffering.
4. Don't take people for granted. Love and spend time with them like there is no tomorrow. Don't learn the hard way.

Photo of us during our first month or two. In 4 days it will be our half year mark. I'm still the happiest I have ever been.

XOXO