If you're all that I've got, then I must not have a lot

I have been put in the position of feeling obligated to explain myself, numerous times I might add. Due to minor situations that seem to be turned into bigger issues than they need to be, I feel as if it is unnecessary for me to have to clarify my whereabouts, doings, or such. I don't need pricks or needy people who need to be constantly on my ass about everything. I honestly hate it when people call me "busy" and not have the slightest consideration or knowledge of what I have been going through during my time of being "busy." To be honest, I could careless if I don't have time to spare or want to spare with people who I could give a rat's ass about. I still quote Olivia Lo's quote, "There’s a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up; it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and the shit they bring." Although someone did make me realize that it's not that I need certain people, but I have the choice to want certain people. I guess because of my distinct perspectives of life, I have been considered to be mature or independent, but in reality, I am completely capable of being immature and dependent. The only problem is that I choose not to; instead I choose to pursue life with success. Vincent has mentioned that his friends tease him on the decisions he has made in his life, like occupying himself with school involvement rather than the "live life without a care" scene, while they were sitting on their asses doing nothing. He said something along the lines of them laughing at his success. Ain't life funny?

Call me selfish, but "how can you help others, when you can't help yourself?" I sincerely appreciate the thought of including me in your life, but there are times where I have to decline. I think this may relate to why my love life is sweet and simple: nonexistent, which I am completely accepting of. Respect.

Aside from my ranting, I am not tolerating late night phone calls, but more like hitting the hay and absorbing as much sleep as my huge tired eyes can take. I am now a working girl, so hopefully majority of my bills will be able to get paid! Because Hun, "Love don't pay the bills." I am beginning my journey of the real world; I'm a bit excited.

XOXO