They always say the hottest love has the coldest ends

Feeling at my lowest of the low made me force myself to make myself enjoy life again. It wasn't a great start due to a misunderstanding but it didn't even matter to me because my mind was still somewhere else. As the day progressed, things started to get a little lighter. I didn't want to let myself be miserable anymore, so thanks to the people yesterday who kept me company; I am giving myself some leverage. Although my appetite for the past few days has shrunk into almost just nothing, I was going to get some food in my system and give myself some damn air and sunshine (ironic that yesterday was a bit gloomy but my kind of weather!). Ate in Irvine, went back home, went to Costa Mesa, watched a movie in Anaheim, then hoping for an adventure we were driving aimlessly down Brookhurst and ended up on the 5 North having LA as our set destination, but it led us to a lot of wrong turns.. Ended up going to Santa Monica, then u-turning to go to Sacramento, but we just figured that we should head back home because being in the ghetto late at night was pretty scary. On the way back, we just decided to make a detour into the streets of Norwalk and that led us to having an impulse of going to Walmart to get some hair-dye. Went back to dye my hair, but I was rushed to leave for Fullerton. For the rest of the night, I was the girl who smelt like hair-dye with my hair in a frenzy. It was something to talk about, and people didn't seem to be bothered by it at all. In fact, my hair was constantly smelled at.. By people's own will. Spent the remaining of my night just talking and laughing at people's club or bar incidents. Learned a lot, like how the guys that girls don't mind dancing with actually have strategies or plans to be successful of dancing with girls. Talk about effort! Finally decided to go home and actually get some good sleep. Thinking that I would finally be able to sleep, I was wrong - 2 hours max. Past few days it's been a total of 4 or 5 hours. It amazes me though, I'm usually the one that strives for sleep; if I don't get at least 6 or 7 hours of sleep, I'm a zombie, but as of right now that seems impossible for me. But overall, reconnecting with people is always a pleasure. I forgot about them lately, but I feel thankful for all of those who made me smile again. I enjoyed myself. Thank you and stay gold babies!

"Can't wait for springtime,
And I will turn into a butterfly,
I will spread my wings and fly."

- Our summer turned into fall. But what about winter?

XOXO