My hives have found its way back to me, permanently. Isn't that just lovely? Seems to me that it's much more than a coincidence to be finally back out of all the times. Great timing, hives! But know this: I won't let you make me trap myself in my room popping Benadryl ever four hours. I will see daylight again without worrying about you. Be scared, hives! Hehehe.
I woke up this morning happy to know that my sleepless nights are improving! Meaning I am able to sleep.. somewhat. Although after 2 or 3 hours I still wake up in a panic, I was able to go back to a deep slumber which is progress. The nightmares I had are currently nowhere to be seen and I am so relieved. I don't think I can go back to sleep if they return again. So wish me luck that they are gone forever! (=
Another upside is that my hunger is back! After days of a diminished appetite, I woke up wanting food. I started off with a crisp apple which tasted like heaven. Now I am anxious to eat whatever I can, but I should control myself.. Can't afford to gain any weight at this moment.. Hahaha.
I didn't wake up this morning to expose my progress. I woke up feeling like I got life back into me like I wasn't able to for a long time. It feels really nice to see and feel the brighter side again. Maybe today is just a good day for me and the upcoming ones will put me into my dark place again, but I will be aware that those good days are possible; therefore, I will work hard to get to the brighter side.
I'm ready to get back at it!
XOXO
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